Archive for January, 2009

Things are looking up (at least for the rest of today!)

If you didnt read my last post “: ( ” then basically it was about my boyfriend of like a year and a half breaking up with me last monday and last week being the worst week possibly in my entire life.

 BUT …

 things are looking up today :) as far as things with Harry and I are, its abit better.. we’re talking as friends and its feeling a teeny bit easier. Tomorrow no doubt things will seem different.. every day im up and down at the moment but for today im reasonably happy :)

 On the weightloss front things only just stayed the same last week… its a miracle i didn’t gain about 5lbs with lack of enthusiasm for looking after myself… but the break-up has shown me a new chapter in my life has begun, so im gonna take the bull by the horns and work hard, remembering that in a few months time i’m leaving school forever to go to Uni and having a holiday with my girlies, which means i must get in shape before then!!

 At least i have some decent motivation!! and as much as i never want to be in a relationship EVER AGAIN at the moment i keep thinking “how will i ever get a bloke as gorgeous as this one unless i get thin??” .. well it keeps me motivated anyway!!

Keep smiling buddies :)

K x

:(

My beloved boyfriend who i’ve been with  for about a year and a half called our relationship off yesterday :( sorry this isn’t very uplifting news but I just wanted to explain why I’ve lost a huge chunk of enthusiasm at the moment. I didn’t resort to too much chocolate or anything last night whch was abit of a miracle, i did have a couple of chunks before bed though. Overall i just cant really face anything right now. :(

Finally got my internet fixed… 8-) 2009 planning. :)

Hey Everyone .. and Happy New Year!

I’ve only just got my net fixed after it being broken for just about forever… ! I’ve gone with the usual new years resolution this year.. lose weight! as always huh.

I decided to set down my reasons for getting back on the post-christmas “oh hell, i ate too much.. time to sort my life out!” bandwagon!

well….

2009. the year i go to university. (finally!!) can’t wait till september! I want to be fit and healthy then. so I can be confident to go and start my new life away from home.

2009. 15th May - Leavers Ball. = Dresses. I want to get a (uk size) 12 and be able to breathe! 

2009. June/July - Holiday with my girlfriends in malaga and france. BIKINI TIME! they’re all super skinny aswell.. so Im not gonna be the fat one this year!

2009. Shopping. Can i go out and choose WHATEVER i want to wear?? that’d be nice.

2009. Harry. My lovely boyfriend. I somehow find myself in a long-term relationship with the hottest guy in my sixthform college… Can i feel sexy and worthy of him? for once? please?!!! 

                 2009. Its gonna be a good’un :)